Bye.

I have had nothing but words of love for you. I did not take everyone's side, and unlike everyone else in the world, I didn't believe those stupid rumors about you. I have given you nothing but my advice and my love, yet you still resent me. You find a way to be mean to me still, and twist my words around for your personal pleasure and I'm here to tell you that

I'm DONE.

Have an amazing life because at one point, you were my best of the best of friends. Maybe you're still there somewhere. Maybe not. Despite your changes, I still love you. But I can't do this anymore. Peace girl.

XOJM

Don't Be Fake.

If you are going to be nice to me in texting when there is no one else around, and then pretend like you do not even know me in front of everyone, then don't bother being nice to just me.

I'd rather you be real with me then act like we are friends, then completely ignore me when you see me. Honestly dear, that is quite immature of you. I am not the biggest fan of fake people, so if you are real and have some sort of an explanation for your behavior, my ears are open to listen. Although, I really do not think you care so much as to even read this blog.

I really have nothing left to say besides; good luck with whatever.
& That's not sarcastic, love.

XOJM

Well yesterday,

Was a let down =/ Some people just don't know how to follow through with plans, and then some others pretend that cops are coming to your house when it's three girls home alone and bang on the door like a rapist and then take us to in n out at midnight. (:

Today. Going to grandma's. (Yay?) Working on lab writeup.
Should be interesting.
& Boring.
Texxxttt.
lovelovelovekayla&jasmine.

XOJM.

Hip flexor

First period. Well technically "we all have hip flexors" since they're just a group of muscles or whatever, I just happened to tear mine. I had so much fun limping around school today & not being able to go home because of a test in five periods ! Still hurts preetty freekin' badd, but still going ice skating tonight with my lovies. This week was a bust, & next week is environmental tests all around ! But that is okayy because thee sleepover party tonight should make up for it all !

Text me loves !

XOJM

Don't Listen.

Open your eyes
Close your ears
Close your ears
Open your eyes

Listen to what you see
You are blind to what you hear
Listen to what you see
Do not fear the truth beneath
Reach for roots beneath the trees
Listen to the words you seek
Don’t listen to a word they say
Do NOT listen to a word you’ve heard
Do not listen to a word you’ve heard
People are people we live for our own
Live how you think not by what you’ve been told.

Please do not show anyone this song.
I was not supposed to show it to anyone,
But I think it is a great display of wisdom
That everyone can be reminded of.
Because lately in high school, we become lost
And wandering. Wondering who we are.
Changing for people and losing ourselves.
So take this advice my loves.

I love you all so much.
<3

XOJM

Like I said,

To many people, horrible things happen to me everyday. I'm convinced I have horrible luck. I got really irritated with some people, but more irritated with myself. Narrowly avoided a certain someone, then ran right into them about five minutes later.

Three tests tomorrow. =/
The only thing that keeps me going is thinking about sleepover party Friday with my lovies!

Ahh.

XOJM.

My Lifee.

So basically.
I personally get irritated when people vent their feelings in MySpace bulletins, so I started one of these. And I'll probably be updating it daily, I usually have a lot to say. (:

XOJM