Yeah.

I love my boyfriend.

Bell Peppers.

Are ready to harvest on my Farmville. They looked like yellow tulips. I was just really upset when I found out they were not. =/

My, my, my,

my, my, my, myyyyy myyyyy.
Who will love you ?
Who will fight ?
Who will fall far behind ?

I GOT AN ANGEL ON MAH LEFTT SAYIN GET AWAY
BUT THE DEVIL ON MAH RIGHT'S SAYIN TIME TO PLAY !
Each time I try to play the good girl,
I let myself get in the wayyy.
I try so hard to fight the bad giirl but she's here to stayy
SABOTAGED NOW OVER AND OVER AGAIN !

Great songs to blast.

Ahg why do I feel like life is so much to handle right now ? Nothing has even changed. I guess I am just letting stress get the better of me. Being sick and tired all the time does not really help either. Homecoming looks like it is going to be a bust & a waste of money and time, which hopefully it will turn out not to be. But knowing my luck, it probably will be a drag. Nothing really works out. Second dress comes tomorrow. Driving whatever tomorrow. Kitchen done tomorrow. My back hurts. I just typed "bck" instead of back. Hahaha. Oh goodness. What good times. For us I guess, even though everyone else hated us. Hm, sounds kinda familiar. This blog is ridiculously complaint-filled and depressing. Hahaha. Too bad. I'm not in a good mood. If you're reading this you should call me and cheer me up. But that would be really creepy considering I do not know like any of the people who are following me anymore and you random internet creeps.. Not putting my number here for you. "Labels for this post: e.g. scooters, vacation, fall.." Hahaha wtf. A popular topic is really scooters? Oh gosh there was a huge spider in my bath tub that mysteriously diappeared.. Sitting here.. Listening to music.. Doing nothing.. Really thirsty. I like hanging out in my pretty kitchen now WOW it took me way too long to spell kitchen. Anyways. Tomorrow is probably going to suck. Someone should bring me flowers or candy or something. Yeah. That'd brighten my morning/afternoon/day. Aw toooo bad I don't have friends. I'm going to get cookie dough even though I'm stuffed to the max already. I'm destined to be obese anyways. I don't need a husband. As long as I have cookie dough. And cats. Lots of cats.

XOJM

I should

Honestly just stop thinking. It really does ruin a lot.
I'm like blasting Battlefield by Jordin Sparks & If It Means A Lot To You by A Day To Remember. Seriously such amazing songs. Tomorrow should be a pretty terrible day. But that is pretty typical I guess. Found out someone else feels the exact same way I feel, so maybe I am not totally insane yet. But I will go insane if I fail two of my quizzes tomorrow, which knowing my luck, is the most probable thing. I am so not in sync with the world right now. I feel so detached and disconnected with everything for reasons I can't exactly put my finger on, but it would be a grand thing to find out. Pretty stoked for a sleepover with my best friends tomorrow night, hopefully it ends up happening. I legitimately miss those girls to death, so that's something to look forward to. I don't know what I'm talking about here. Such random venting. Hopefully hanging out with Ben tomorrow despues de la escuela. That boy means the world to me. It's nice to have a boyfriend who is my best friend too. I could not imagine being with anyone anywhere near as perfect for me as he is. Honestly. He's always there for me. No matter what stupid stuff I put him through. And I do put him through A LOT of crap. I mean, not intentionally, but that's no justification or excuse. I know I don't deserve him. I have NO idea why in the world I'm putting this online but whatever. He's amazing. And he deserves to have good things about him for the entire population of the world with access to internet to read. I do not know what in the world I would do without him by my side. He's the only person who can really make me truly happy. He's even making me laugh at this very moment, I can not believe he's still here with me. He's always there for me somehow. I do not know how he puts up with me, but I am so incredibly happy that he finds a way. I would love to be with him for a long time. I can't picture anyone else making me happier than he does every day. Or someone I can get along with. Well we do fight. A lot. But hopefully things will continue to get better as they are now. He's someone I can really depend on. No matter how obnoxious I get. Hopefully that doesn't change anytime soon. Seeing him is probably the only reason that I can make it through the day alive. Not really. That's an exaggeration. But you get the point. I find the fact that I have absolutely NO idea who "you" are. Like some random creeper can Google my name and read all of this. Hm. Oh well. This is ridiculously long. If you read this, you probably just wasted a good chunk of your life. Ha. Bye.

XOJM

Hahahahahahahahaha.

So. I'm bored. And decided to Google how people have gotten asked to homecoming. I know I sound pretty lame. But not as lame as these kids:

Put Hershey's kisses in the front doorway of their house. "Now that I've kissed the ground you walk on, will you go to homecoming with me?"

Sugar Daddy, Please don't Snicker. Will you like to go out with me to homecoming. I always wanted to go with you, since you're such a BIG HUNK. Love, Your Sugar Baby. (Or make up your own message. Some good candies to use: Oh! Henry, Nerds, Zero, Chuckles, Milky Way, M & M's, Mars, Mamba, Skor, Lifesavers, Sweetarts, Almond Joy, Mounds, Hot Tamales, etc.)

Have someone dressed up like Moses deliver the invitation worded like the 10 commandments--e.g. Thou shalt have no other dates before me, Thou shalt be ready at 7 pm on the 23rd of May, 1999.

Write the invitation like an airplane itinerary and deliver with a bag or peanuts or pretzels and an toy airplane.

In the middle of a conversation stare at her. shell be like what? Say
"well i was just wondering... uh.. wanna go to homecoming with me?"

Hahahahahahaha.

XOJM

STOP.

Reading this stuff. I can guarantee you that 99.99999999% of the things that I say on here I do not intend for anyone to take personally. This is just for me to vent. I did not think a single person read this ! But apparently they do haha. The stuff I write here about other people doesn't matter and I don't mean most of it. I just need to vent about it. Do not take it personally & it's probably not about you anywayss. I probably love you. (:

On the other hand, it's stuff like this post that I mean ! I just watched one of my absolute favorite shows What I Like About You. (: And Rick, Val's high school sweetheart, came to visit Val and Rick is about to marry Julie. They're eating Gary's birthday cake and then Rick is talking to Val about he is surprised that she is not married and says that no matter who she marries, he will not be good enough for her and he says that she should find a guy who REALLY cares about her and looks at her like she is his whole world or something and then he looks at Holly and Vince and is like, "Like the way that guy is looking at your sister (Holly)" and it shows Vince looking at Holly in like the frikin cutest way ever. Then it goes to Holly and Vince and Vince asks Holly if Rick and Val used to be together in high school and Holly's like yeah but they're just friends now and Vince is like I dunno about that and then it shows them looking at Val and Rick and Rick is looking at Val the same way and AH it was so absolutely adorable. I would love for someone to look at me like that. That show consumes my life. I just took a really long time to type something that should have been like one or two sentences. But I have nothing to do. So I might as well elaborate. (: Love stories are so freeeekin adorablee. I'm a sucker for cute corny stuff like that ! Happyhappyhappy<3.

XOJM