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All that I know is I'm breathing
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing.
I want to believe in something more than you and me.

Honestly what the hell is going on right now ? I couldn't tell you. Someone give me some answers here. Why do I feel like this ? I don't know. And what do I even feel like ? Hahaha I have NO idea. Woooooo ? =P

My heart is heavy and my eyes sore
Cracking and breaking down to my core
I can't hold myself together anymore
In constant search for something more.

Choices, Choices
Life is full of choices. We don't always make good ones. It seems to her you gotta be crazy to open your windows, invite the demons in. She throws a rock at the feeble glass, laughs.

Have you ever once in your life reached out to touch infinity ?

I will admit through flowing tears that he has become more than a friend to me. He's a bright planet in the dark morning sky of my existence. Somehow seeing him, even with his varied flaws, buoys me with hope. I am better for knowing him. I wonder where he came from, what random joining of energy created such complexity

And as of right now I finally know why. Duh. And it's not something bad. No, it's something beautiful. And I am lucky to experience it, to have it. And I never want to let it go. That, you see, is my problem. And honestly, it's not much of a problem at all. More of a statement, and idea, abstract as it is. Abstract, and yet tangible to me everyday. And all I know is that I have what no one else does. I have something amazing in my life that not ONE other person on the face of the planet has. What I have may not always desire me like I desire it, but sometimes life just works that way. And all I can do is wait. "All I can do is keep breathing." And know that life - - - -- -- -- -- - ---is beautiful when it doesn't seem like it. Because I don't know how lucky I am. By the way, if you're wondering, yeah. It's you. Thank you.